Well, since im not in the best mood to work today, I decide to update the events that had taken place for the past few weeks.

To begin with, I was offered to be transferred to another department for a period of 3-4mths (depending) with effect from 09 may 2007.
And this new department that I will be shifting to is located at my previous office at serangoon north , where I started my career journey.
Mixed feelings. I was looking forward for a change or rather a new challenge but at the same time, I will definitely be missing all my lovely colleagues at this present office.
But in the end, I decide to go all out for it and of course no turning back.
Well, the time will pass very fast. 3-4 months will be a swift.

Currently, im still under training, will be onboard next week… wish me lots of luck ok.. hehe

The next thing, im done with my appraisal.
Very enlightening and motivating. Many thanks to my supervisor for showing me the right direction. Of course, a few suggestions thrown, which has to be followed up with an action plan. Definitely looking forward to July. :)

So what’s the next best thing that happened?
Cant think of any more at this moment… hehehe

Apart from all these, my mama’s health has deteriorated for the past few months.
She’s been complaining of body aches here and there.
Then , that unfateful day, she fainted outside her student’s place and got a bump on her head.
I was really exhausted from work that day and I was about to take a short nap when I received the emergency call.
Panicked like hell… waited for her student to send her back to my house and rushed her to the 24hrs clinic.
Glad nothing’s serious and we went back home.
That didn’t stop there.
I whipped up a meal for her, bathed her and tucked her in bed.
I remembered , I just managed to doze off when my mobile rang and stopped.
Saw her number reflected and jumped out of bed and ran to her bedroom.
Almost slipped and fell , I was in a daze.
She had vomited on her bed…. Lots of that stuff you know.. eiii
Sleepily and dazily… I slowly pull her up and got her to the toilet…
Showered her and quickly cleaned up her bed… at 2am in the morning… there I was .. changing the bedsheets,, wiping away the mess .. wash off the mess from the soiled bedsheets and put them in the machine. Then put her back into bed and then back to my sleep. It was already 330am when all is done.
But of course, it wasn’t a sound sleep that I get.
I was very very very very exhausted.

Took urgent leave that morning and took care of her that whole day.
The following day, my auntie took her back to her home to be taken care of as I have to return to work and she stayed there for almost a week.
So there I was , home alone
Then I realized, then its very lonely and very tiring to be staying alone all by myself and it scared me a little.

This weekend, im home alone again as she is out of the country , taking a break with my relatives.

So much ups and downs that had taken place within a few weeks some of which I don’t wish to share here.
Let it be stored in a corner of my lil lil thing called the heart..
Hehe

Some things that happened

were beyond my control

it hurts sometimes but I had to let go.

I never asked love to leave me lonely

I never wanted to feel the pain

I never asked love to tell me, that it all has been in vain.

Ecstasy of love fills my heart

Wish you had a clue

Multitude of feelings burning in me

But then its all in a hush hush