Peace surrounds me while you're gone...
Now its back...
How much i wish to be placed somewhere on my own...
So that I can perform well .. and complete my tasks on hand
With a peace of mind!

To hope is to risk being despair
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To try all is to risk failure
But risk we must....
And taken the risk i had
Now is just a qn of whether I had learnt anything from the risk I had taken..
Do I want to put my family at risk?
Putting them through the dark tunnel that Ive been to.
Certainly not.
So....
Do something!!
Be busy now not to stay busy my whole life
But be busy now to be free later.
Its not cash and dollars that they want from you eventually, its the time that you can afford to spend lavishly on them is all they ask for.
Spend it on them while they are still around.. Spoil them rotten.

Nothing at this moment can really made me jump and smile.. feeling good all day, except a simple word from my folks..
"how r u sayang?"Short and sweet it is... but thats just me...
im a simple person. Simple things , so long as its sincere, right from the heart... im contented.

But my heart is seeking for more.. Whats dat? I do not know.
Guess i'm still learning to understand myself better everyday..